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Hi Everyone
just a quick update. Im getting on a methadone program tomorrow morning. I hope im doing the right thing, we'll see. I want to thank everyone for all their kind and sincere posts, it means alot. I am going through so much emotions rightr n ow, it's alwful. Not to mention, Im signing divorce papers on Friday!I wouldn't wish any of this on my worst enenmy. I really believe if it wasn't for my son, that I might not be around this world any longer. I also made an appointment to see a Psycologist, so we'll see how that goes. Has anyone else felt so low in their life that they just want to end it. Well, im living it every day and i just wish these depression and pain would go away. I just need to get a grip of myself, but its hard. Any comments and/or typing online therapy is always welcome. God bless you all.louise

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Hi Louise, I'm so sorry your having to go through this.I wanted to end my life right after I fell and hurt my back. I was hurting so bad I didn't want to live like this. When I get depressed and feeling sorry for myself I think about the people who don't have a home or food and other things and It helps me. My doctor put me on effexor xl and it changed me. I was crying all the time. I hope things are better soon for you just remember you have people here that care. Love Wanda

grandmapain, I am sorry for how bad you felt after you're accident. Was it that bad you wanted to end you're life ? I am glad you didn't. I guess unless you are in someone else's shoes you can't be a judge of how they act.
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Louise, that is great. And all of us has lived the hell you are going through. Except for the divorce, and that is what I would be going through now if I hadn't come clean with my hubby. He is the best. Try to remember that everything happens for a reason, reason being there may be a better man around the corner. But you have to get you straight first. And your son should be number one as well.
But I am glad you called for a shrink appt.

Louise, I think you are doing what's best for you. I wish you Peace&Harmony in all that you endeavor.God Be With You on your journey!

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Originally posted by louisecart:
Has anyone else felt so low in their life that they just want to end it. Well, im living it every day and i just wish these depression and pain would go away. I just need to get a grip of myself, but its hard. Any comments and/or typing online therapy is always welcome. God bless you all.louise

Hope that getting on methadone has solved your pain and withdrawal issues. Have you seen the psychologist yet? You may still be advised to take an anti-depressant to geth through this rough time in your life. Sometimes they really help, especially since the pain medications are all depressant drugs by their nature.

I've been on Prozac for years and every now and then I decide it's not working and quit taking it. And every time I do, I wind up regretting it and going back on it. It's not a mark of shame any more than needing medication for pain.

CatLady